Okay, lets start over... "I didn't mean to break up with you. Will you go with me again?" Check Yes or No

So I have not been that great about blogging. For mine and my families sake I had just better get to it. Sometimes I go through phases where I just don't have the energy or lets face it - CARE - to recreate a moment for documentation purposes. Lazy, depression, who knows - it just happens. My gears shift to more introverted ways and I focus my efforts elsewhere. SO lets move on and hope I don't go on that long of a break again.

I really loved Sister Johns lesson today in serving and one of them was reaching out to others in friendship. I am not great at that. I always have great intentions to "go out" because lets face it - its fun but enviably I stick to my little world and run errands alone and have other outlets that make me feel that I am getting "my time". I totally saw it in a different light today and realized friendship is not just for us. Now don't get me wrong - I am in NO WAY tooting my own horn and shouting out for everyone who is NOT reading this - wink wink - that I am a wealth of knowledge or one heck of a party starter. But it did get me thinking that we all have something to offer in listening to others and I need to communicate more with those around me outside of my circle. My circle that I have somehow made smaller and smaller by choice. The sad part is I never consciously "chose" to make it smaller but it just happens when you keep not showing up to thing or not feeling up to visiting. So moving on - I start with my blog. It will be nice to begin again to look at others blogs and play catch up. I have so many people around me that inspire me (well when your not making me feel like I don't measure up....hey someones got to say it, we have all felt that way right)
Hopefully this is a new leaf and a great move to rekindling some good friendships and making more.